Final Phase of In Search of Nijinsky – A Personal Update

I’d love to share a more in-depth update about the final phase of my project In Search of Nijinsky.

Over the past months, I’ve had a series of rich, meaningful conversations with people from the field I trust—about where the project stands and where it’s heading. These talks have been invaluable, not only in sharpening my perspective, but also in helping me feel the resonance of the work beyond my own process.

I recently printed a dummy of the seventh version of the book. It’s a special moment—to see the work not just on screen, but physically, in your hands. It changes everything. On paper, the rhythm, the pacing, the silences between the images and words start to breathe. It’s only then that I can really see whether the book works.

Holding it also brings a strange sense of intimacy. This project has been with me for years now, and as it nears completion, it begins to feel a bit like saying goodbye to a companion—a friend who lived more than a century ago, and yet has felt so present.

At this stage, I’m thinking carefully about the final details: paper types, binding, the feel of the cover, typography, finishing touches. Each choice shapes how the story will be experienced. I want the material to support the emotional landscape of the work—quiet and layered.

But before I can publish the book, there are still a few important steps to take. Financing is one of them. I’m currently exploring funding possibilities and preparing for a crowdfunding campaign. If this book is to reach others, it will need a community around it—something I believe in deeply, as the project itself is rooted in connection and shared memory.

Timing-wise, I’ve decided not to aim for the start of the cultural season in September. It feels too soon, too rushed. And the winter months usually aren’t the best time to launch a book. Instead, I’m aiming for a spring launch: April or May 2026. This allows for a more thoughtful build-up and space to promote the work in a way that feels intentional and alive.

For now, I’ll keep refining, listening, and making space for what the book still needs. Thank you for following this journey. More soon—hopefully with images, plans, and perhaps a way for you to be part of bringing the book into the world.