FIELD NOTES

After more than 2.5 years of working, researching, photographing and shaping, a moment I have been moving toward for a long time has finally arrived: my photo-artist book In Search of Nijinsky is ready to be printed and bound

(…) Now, I’m excited to share the dummy cover with you. It features a drawing by Nijinsky, made in Saint Moritz between 1918 and 1919,

The last couple of months, I’ve been struggling with a lot of anxiety. I had severe panic attacks and even ended up in the emergency room at the hospital. So once again, I was forced to take a step back …

I’d love to share a more in-depth update about the final phase of my project In Search of Nijinsky.

Over the past months, I’ve had a series of rich, meaningful conversations …

Creating this zine also inspired ideas for the book itself—both in terms of design and editing—so it turned out to be a useful step in between.

This whole project — In Search of Nijinsky — has been a journey through history, landscape, and emotion. Around the lakes where he once wandered in anguish, I walked too. And yesterday, standing before the Morteratsch Glacier, I felt it:

March 29 | 2025

I booked my trip to Switzerland to work on my project, In Search of Nijinsky. I will leave on April 14, which is both exciting and terrifying. I’m a little afraid of disappointing myself—that there will be nothing there I can use or that I won’t know how to use it.

As the weeks pass and winter gives way to spring, my mind remains close to my current photobook project, In Search of Nijinsky. Over the past few weeks, I have been experimenting more with the work.

This is the start of my new book project In ‘Search of Nijinsky’.
In this post you can read some background information about the subject and about my journey.